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Monday, November 22, 2004
:: Mondays... ::

*yawns and stretches* Um...don't ya love Mondays?

Given my frustrating weekened, I wake up at 5 or 6 in the morning (I always do that when I go to bed early, lol) and it felt like there was some kind of spirit in my room or something. I look at my alarm clock, check the time, ignore whatever's in my room, roll over, and went back to sleep. My alarm clock is set for 8:30, so went it's 8:30, I lay there and listen to the alarm go off until I can't stand it and press the snooze button. I like this alarm clock. You don't have to waste your early morning energy to slam it.

Of course, though, my depression doesn't keep my eyes from rolling back into my skull and passing out until after 12:30. Needless to say, my grandmother was quite irritated with me. She acts like I'm in the military and have to be up for guard duty at 3, lol. -_-' Yeah...when my father has made it quite clear to me that I won't be joining ANY branch of service if he can help it. ><

One thing that really pisses me off about my grandmother is that she expects me to start chores IMMEDIATELY after breakfast. -_-' As soon as breakfast is done, I have to do all the dishes in the sink, clean up the kitchen, feed all the animals (including the birds outside), then I have to clean the upstairs bathroom, straighten up my room, make my bed, take care of my bird and snake, shower (with my long-ass hair, that takes awhile), and then whatever math worksheets my mom manages to remember to print out come next. -_-' She seems to be unaware of my problems (like the rest of the free world) and the fact that I'm void of all energy types. -_-' I'm not Wonder Woman for crying out fucking loud.

Well, it's 4:44 P.M. now, and she's been bitching at me all day about how no one can do anything right enough for her and how we're all gonna have to have our acts together when she leaves. -_-' Can't bloody wait. As much as I love the woman, I can't stand the way she nags. I hope I don't end up like her...jeeze...

Ooh, boy, what else is there for me to do today? Nothing...I've totally wasted the day away sleeping. The only productive thing I got done next to chores was getting dad's letter mailed out. -_-' And knowing me, all my letters are pretty damned depressing. And even then, my grandmother was calling me downstairs, wanting to know what I was doing that was more important than working on my math. -_-' Hello?!?! Writing to my father because he requested it?!?! *smacks forehead* She even bitched to me this morning about how I never got around to finishing his stocking so that we could send that out. -_-

THAT'S BECAUSE YOU WERE WORKING ME SO BLOODY FUCKING MUCH THAT I CAN'T DO SHIT FOR MY FAHTER, YOU STUPID BITCH!!!

Okay...I don't think I meant that...sorry...but I'm just so frustrated, and when I'm frustrated, I blow up. Not like I get the chance to safely anyways.

Yeah...my dad's last letter was telling me that I should write my mother and tell her how I feel about everything she did. -_-' How am I supposed to tell her anything when she snaps at me (when she's on the computer) while I'm trying to ask if someone ran the dishwasher?!?!?! Jeeze...

Oh well...I'm gonna stop ranting for today and hope the rest of the day can't get any worse. I wanna try and work on some pictures anyways...



+ Shinigami updated @ Monday, November 22, 2004

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